so much this

here may be no definitive answer to the question (whatever it was), but this might be it, or this because, after all, it is what it is even though this could explain a lot, though maybe this explains even more as if this was not as important as this or this which might look like this too, but they have differences that can only begin to be understood if you really get this, which might simply be another way of saying this, or not... this could be the story of a life or ancient history, which this could explain better than this, or vice verse or this for that matter and while this might belong somewhere else, this could be the final this that this bit of meandering explanatory note provides (or is it this, perhaps, cuz it is a process, after all, as this or this might suggest and if you find yourself understanding this then maybe this will make sense to you when this happens like this, but did you get this yet?...

after all, this wasn't this but nothing is this and in the end, this laughs in the face of this and if you get this, you might get this...

narf :)