yeah, i crave stimulation... more specifically, i crave external stimulation because i love to share and i have not shared anything beyond work and the superficial life in a long long time (linda ronstadt, no less)... who ya gonna call?... dis guy?... the attention of numbers, the stats that want me to believe almost 90,000 people have visited and read this blog, the numbers translated into somebody cares is just one more sign of craving attention... while 99% of the time i spend in this life is happily content being alone inside my head (even when sharing with others, i mean, can you get inside another's head?), there is this longing to share still lingering rather redunantly repeated this same theme, craving stimulation, wanting to share... as usually i distract myself with random web browsing like a dog suddenly finding the importance of the squirrel...
the laptop may be at fault for my limited surfing as the drive is so very cluttered with dozens and dozens of remnants of deleted software and other stuff... kaspersky and spybot tell me i am safe, but the weird stuff happens now and then, nonetheless... in the last few days since downloading word flip 2, window changes without my doing anything happens as if someone is remote controlling the laptop... uninstalling opera seems to have helped... so many unexplained events, so little time... the fan keeping the cpu from overheating seems to be helping a lot too...
meanwhile, i haven't seen a comment here in ages... so the thousands of page views each month, really?...
narf :)
Friday, April 3, 2015
craving stimulation
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