over eating

not in the sense that i am over eating, as in eating has gotten passe, uninteresting, blase, whatever... no, there are some in this world who feel that way and i don't know why, i mean, how does exploring the sensation of this body become anything less than exciting and fun?... well, my taste buds have rarely if ever let me down and tonight, for the first time in a very long time (before december last year), i over ate... first there were the leftover sandwiches, a quarter of three large hot italian subs... and then, i almost fell asleep, but jackson came home and i woke and then she went out for the night and i decided i was hungry again... probably emotional hunger, but fatigue helped me give in and i cooked up a sweet shrimp in black bean sauce with mushrooms over rice... yum, and a ton of calories because the shrimp i used was a frozen shrimp scampi, large shrimp too... and a whole lotta butter going on... and garlic, gotta have the garlic... and onion, forgot to mention onion... did i mention delicious?... oh yeah, much delicious...

so two dinners, but no breakfast or lunch, so it could have been worse... except that i am ready to fall asleep now... yeah... there is another option... the back wouldn't like it, but there is a code red am drink in the fridge... i haven't had a hard core sugar caffeine drink in months... omigosh, he's gonna do it...

to be continued...