Sunday, April 12, 2015

for jackson

i don't think you have been here and i don't know if you'd tell me if you ever read the words i leave in this place... it is not always pretty but neither of us are perfect and the best we can do is share the smile on each other's face... i know you care and try to be kind and you know i care and do the same and i know it's challenging for you because it's so one sided in some ways, especially finacially, and i know it's not the wisest thing i can do to give so much to you, but you need the help and i love helping so it's a win-win for the moment and there's always hope it will balance out in the end (hope you win the lottery, hope you share that laugh with me, hope one day that we can be, as serious with honesty, as we really want to be) and i know you appreciate me much more than you can show or say so please feel good cuz you help me feel good and i want you to know (hear the music play?) i am trying to tell you in my own babbling way that i wish you a beautiful wonderful warm and fuzzy seriously loved happy happy birthday...

happy birthday jackson
you are my family
and whatever i mean to you, you should know
you probably mean more to me
odds are you've got more years than i have left
and more people in your friends and family tree
so i don't expect you to always have time
but i want you to know as long as i live
you can call on me, you can count on me
you're my family
and today in my way i just want to say
happy happy happy birthday
happy happy every day

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