once again i wandered away

i wander away once again into some sort of silence or something like that not that i make much noise as i write but i mean silence in that there are no words uploaded here every day and then sometimes like these i may be absent for a week or more, but you may never know if you do not visit daily as so few tend to do anymore (three followers here, seventeen over there and many more, once upon a time, on some of the other blogs that call me papa... or momma, for that matter... but the silence, yes... so often it is a good thing, a sign of peace and contentment and readiness to move on to another plane of existence, if there is one... and yet, sometimes it is a sign of dysfunction, displeasure, or some other disjointed thought process that leads to thinking errors and behavioral inconsistencies and misperceptions and diminished awareness and sometimes, over-eating brought on by sensual hungers and weakened will power... there is no escape, there is only waking up...

but then, as i may have alluded to moments ago, you might never know for the processes fill in the gaps until there are few and those few are brief, or so it appears once there are few...

do you narf? :)