life comes and goes

anyway (sort of continuing the previous entry but not really), i am relatively awake and refreshed as i recover from a low grade sugar/caffeine hangover thanks to several days of sugary creamy desserts and code red... ignore the belly, nothing to see there... i wonder if that has anything to do with the skin rashes that come and go (again, another story for another time, nothing to fret about)... so i redirect energy to the few good sense brain cells still semi-active (i never really had many of those as the normal humans have told me ever since i was a little kid in this world, which is why i am relatively not wealthy and many other things have happened in this life that are not ideal, but hey, i'm happy with my decisions most of the time and i wouldn't have it any other way, almost... gotta laugh at the challenges, ya know... cry too, cuz crying lets the sad out of ya, but laughter in the end for the pleasures are still there to be enjoyed no matter what gets in the way)... ok, philosophy class is over for now...

and even as the process continues, apparently, while i was sleeping in past noon, the phone lit up today with family i've not heard from via phone in a long time... toronto called and i was dead asleep... i think i remember hearing the ring... might have even looked at the phone and did not recognize the number and if i did i rolled over an stayed asleep... so she left a message... it was really weird to hear her voice as it has been years, i think... so i added her number to the phone so i'll recognize it next time so - if you are reading, call back today or tomorrow and i will wake up and answer... i texted that to her too just in case she is not reading... and helena texted about lunch saturday which depends on softball... i think there is some sort of non-exercise activity the sunday morning team wants me to participate in... i want more social exercise, dangit... and jackson texted, but we text back and forth regularly so that's the usual phone stuff... and another number i do not recognize called (told you the phone apparently lit up while i slept)... the area code is from an atlanta suburb but that doesn't mean the call is from there since we carry our numbers with us when we move around these days... i have friends around here with area codes from all over the place... anyway, i might call the number back with caller id turned off as they did not leave a message and i do not want SPAM calls... and then minnie texted with some sad news... she is losing her baby... humans bodies and pregnancies can be so complex... sigh... some times accepting how life comes and goes is a challenge... sigh...

alas too... on that note, i still wish you a happy day...