randomly catching up

yes, there was stuff happening... not as much softball, alas... apparently the senior softball community is more challenging to break into than simply calling up the organizer and saying i want in... maybe my extreme fatigue and heat exhaustion turned the guy off, or maybe he simply does not organize well (which is what many said at the fields the one time i met some of the seniors)... anyway, maybe i just need to be patient and get my ass out exercising on my own more often... oh, gee, really?... yes, really...

jackson is spending more and more nights at sanford's place and i am alone again, more naturally than ever... i must face the pending reality or at least high probability that i will not have any income from a roommate soon... not that i've had much anyway since i am lucky to get any money toward the bills from jacks cuz she is in serious debts (with a six figure student loan coming out of forbearance any day now gonna make it even tougher... it would be sweet to share half expenses for a change, might even have spare money for more fun, even... but alas, i love the family i've chosen through this life and jackson is my family and i will take care of my family so there)...

even as i wish a rich alien would adopt me (without the obligatory experimentation on this body, thanks)...

narf :)