apparently i lived... and yes, i know many of you (or at least a couple) are saying that i lied (and many now say omigosh, about what?... cleverness?) cuz my heart is still debilitated with pain and no amount of love in this world can ever relieve it (but there's always hope, right?), well... maybe under all the numbness, so i didn't actually lie, i simply stated the fact that the numbness leaves me ignorant of the any lingering debilitating pain on any conscious levels cuz, after all, i am not partnered with someone and therefore can sleep this life away lazily waiting for the one on some subconscious level while not even thinking about family or romance or love or even the one with any conscious energy except for the random moments i bump into an old mangus (what?) or something (randomly, of course), and then i might find a spark of memory piercing consciousness for a moment as i am skipping along through some other ever so exciting distraction as sarcastically as i do most things in this blogging life so maybe i didn't consciously (or completely) lie about that or even about this cuz i do leave comments in flurries on facebook, but what i meant was a rare blog comment cuz i don't read or comment on blogs much anymore mostly cuz i don't find them when i want to or there is no way to leave a comment (and email completely sucks for many reasons we don't have time to begin to get into today), but i never consciously lie without intensely serious reason cuz a lie causes me pain and i do not like pain most of the time and whatever i came here to say (or reveal) was completely distracted by trying to download email and now blogger is giving me that undefined error message again so i don't know if this entry is uploading or not so whatever... or something like that...
still many more entries are in the pipeline, but it's shower time now and then softball...
narf lol lam sigh :)
Sunday, July 7, 2013
can't please me
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- fading fast
- wednesday night softball fun again
- doing my part
- russian opera
- another early morning
- not quite apathy
- morning grog
- the corn kids
- plans change a lot
- just an hour, but an hour of extra sleep would be ...
- the monotony of fun and games
- rest and fun
- working at the car wash, baby
- downloading music and videos and whining about was...
- carefully crafted calamity
- delightful, even at 4am
- and a small celebration
- double champions
- and a nap, sweet
- weirdness is reality
- continuing as if
- candoor (part two)
- candoor
- phone calls and such
- the staring starts early
- reflective tape (or something like that)
- life comes and goes
- waking slowly (make it holy)
- process
- extending the pauses again
- sports rambling
- oh, the extreme yumminess
- softball is deja vu all over again
- skipping past time
- softball sunday episode a lot
- not as sleepy as i wanna be
- when reason fails, delusion saves the day
- making progress
- doing the catch up dance
- facebook and ruzzle and tv, oh my
- it's a process
- dinner with
- poof and stuff
- the real 5000
- chewed up
- finally updated
- windows still updating
- 18 important updates
- approaching 5000
- save as draft
- and bad news softball
- in love again, sorta
- iced coffee
- random tv
- random softball
- inca pinca bo binca
- imaginary productions of pure genius and absurdity
- randomly catching up
- human stupidity
- white man's burden
- for a moment of brilliance
- sometimes it's just stuff
- missing chocolate
- facebook blocks
- the world moves on
- where did i go, george?
- myspace died
- unexpected promise
- relationships are strange
- taco splurge, or something
- softball fun, lower division
- nodding off today, aye?
- blog family
- voting rights
- brighthouse denials
- looking for momma
- converting takes time
- poor bushes
- a few cyber moments
- feeling showered
- stupend yourself
- looking for some inspiration
- where is the fairness
- time for lunch
- as i fall asleep
- nodding with the tv on
- and finally done with email
- still downloading email
- doing the email dance
- can't please me
- woah, nilly
- rare comment
- wake up and run
- softball in the morning
- brighthouse issues, again
- sleepless where?
- continuing the theme
- cuz it's my blog
- the world out there and stuff
- and then there's lunch
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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