and as if we are alive too... ah, so what else is new?... yes, reality, aye?... well, we'll get on with this entry eventually i suppose... until we do, in thinks within links within links, at least, here is an important message from our sponsors (as if alfred hitchcock was introducing us, aye?)... meanwhile, whatever we were up to before, everything is so sweet and pure and stable and wonderfully perfect in fantasy... unless that isn't you fantasy, but that's beside the point (mostly)... actually, my fantasies are rather weird, come to think of it, but that too is beside the point (i think)... the point (as if there was one), is something about life being weird when awareness sweeps consciousness into reality... yup, that's it... whatever it is... part of the weirdness is realizing how intensely (and dramatically) most people take certain things seriously... like reputation or money, for two things... as if the opinions other people should have some profound effect on who one is (and as if one can change who they are based on what others want)... and the whole emotional and psychological dependency on money is a delusion and an addiction worth of a full chapter of diagnostic criteria in the latest dsm manual... of course the idea of labeling and sorting people and personalities and behaviors is just another weirdness of this culture that seems to need the illusion of control that allows denial of dependency and addition so the pretentious drama and incongruent seriousness is at least deemed acceptable, often completely justified, and sometimes just overlooked... the fragility of the human ego and insecurity of the human personality is sad...
and the laugh here is that if i was wrong about any of this or anything i would welcome the discussion that would enlighten me to the variety of perspectives that could be right... competitive activity can be fun, but turning every situation into a competition is ridiculous and not fun for me... it is just another way to push others away and hide insecurity... but it's weird to say that in public to someone, so i don't do it all the time cuz i do not want to be weird or push people away all the time... sometimes i choose silence..
narf :)
Friday, July 26, 2013
weirdness is reality
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- fading fast
- wednesday night softball fun again
- doing my part
- russian opera
- another early morning
- not quite apathy
- morning grog
- the corn kids
- plans change a lot
- just an hour, but an hour of extra sleep would be ...
- the monotony of fun and games
- rest and fun
- working at the car wash, baby
- downloading music and videos and whining about was...
- carefully crafted calamity
- delightful, even at 4am
- and a small celebration
- double champions
- and a nap, sweet
- weirdness is reality
- continuing as if
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- candoor
- phone calls and such
- the staring starts early
- reflective tape (or something like that)
- life comes and goes
- waking slowly (make it holy)
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- extending the pauses again
- sports rambling
- oh, the extreme yumminess
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- when reason fails, delusion saves the day
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- it's a process
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- sometimes it's just stuff
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- nodding off today, aye?
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- as i fall asleep
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dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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