time to head home and get the cat high

meanwhile, (e)thereal, work is disorganized as my head has not been in it lately and i can blame push back from one of the managers but it is i who allow that so i just need to reign that in and reset the priorities, goals, and expectations once again... that's really a secondary symptom of lack of interest in anything though which has deeper roots likely triggered or inflamed by our recent loss that we are digesting, processing, avoiding, and plowing through day by day and moment by moment on all the levels the mind wanders through... yeah, distraction, like tv... not much else to do when there's no one to talk to about it, ya know?... i know some of you know, life is like that sometimes... distraction is better than delusion in my mind...

so watch enough tv and you might start believing everyone has sex with their underwear on... prudity rules, but is it real?... i'll leave that for you to decide... or discuss amongst yourselves, if you like... my introspective ramblings about this, that, and whatever comes to mind will just continue here with or without you as it has been for most of the last hundred years or so... or is that months... maybe in this blog, if we're counting... and that's not meant to lament the loneliness, solitude, or lack of communication found here, there, and everywhere online but rather simply acknowledge the solitary rambling will continue... communication is welcome though, in case i never mentioned that (sarcasm optional lol lam)...

narf :)