back to life, back to reality (sorta)

and in walks jackson and she doesn't want to watch and i don't even think i can imagine how it feels for her even though i want to believe it is somehow easier as she's lived with cub disappointment her whole life and it is, at this extreme level, relatively new for me, but i may be very wrong about that and everything i've ever known even though all through this life i've believed in the hopelessly hopeful mantra of you gotta believe and firmly base the perspective i choose in this life on anything is possible and not just in cartoons even if that brings back some smiling memories even as smiling is not the easiest thing to do at the moment as i hope the top of the third inning brings some sort of turn around in the cubs fortunes cuz they've got to find more heart than they are showing if they are to really be serious contenders over the next few years and everybody who knows baseball agrees they will be serious contenders over the next few years or longer and i want to believe the experts who are saying the will be serious contenders over the next few years cuz if there is any team in any sport who deserves a dynasty it is the chicago cubs so i am going to continue to be me and repeating my mantras and maintain my perspective so there...

and i'd do it again...

narf :}