she's driving me crazy

she is so needy i can't sit without being mean to her because she wants to be held and petted... i sit in a big pile of cat hair and and it's getting all over the laptop and everything i wear... she does not want to sleep alone so she is waking me and if lock her out of my bedroom she's whining and scratching at the door throughout the night... i don't know how to tell jackson it's getting to the point where i may need to go somewhere else to get some sleep, but it's been this way for every weekend jackson goes away and i am feeling burnt out... this is the worst weekend yet and i feel horrible being so mean to her... i refer to curious, the cat, in case you didn't realize that... and she's started throwing up for attention... jackson wants to be with her girlfriend and happiness is gone, but curious is more attention seeking and needier than ever... and i am whining... tired... blurry... foggy... yucky...

got to let it go... she is lovable...

narf...