maybe some comfort food will help

nine batters come to the plate in the top of the first... three batters come to the plate in the bottom of the first... i suppose the score could be worse... but i am obviously affected as the elipses finally return as the babbling has been somehow chased as the mood is definitely depressed as the hope is all that is left as it has been so often in this life as it has been at the core deepest desire all through this life almost every moment of this life so perhaps this is the most appropriate experience i might have at this moment and i wonder how jackson is going to react to this experience and i wonder how jackson is going to react to my reaction to this experience and the multiple texts i sent her which started out so babblingly positive and rolled somewhere else before it came back to the title of this entry and i wonder if that is really ibm watson conversing with people in the latest commercial for whatever it might be trying to sell because wondering that is surely more fun than watching the game at least for the moment as somewhere in the distance i am hearing don't let the sun go down on me as if i was always and currently am a cubs fan or even a cub and i wonder if anybody will every read the last half dozen or so entries and i wonder even more if anybody really understands my experience cuz i'd really like to be understood and not be alone right now...

sigh...

narf :}