and now i want sleep... .. . .. .. . .. ... ... ... and so i fell asleep... upon slightly waking i was feeling like nobody cared about me and i needed rest and was not getting support at work and being undermined by my boss and she was empowering one of my managers to undermine me as well and on top of all that (or the cause of the weak paranoid perspective), i was feeling very sick in the head with congestion and cough and tickle and so on and so forth, like fluish or worse... so i am going back to sleep and skipping work today and will likely do the same tomorrow... cuz sometimes self-care comes before everything else... cuz if i am not healthy and happy and strong, i can't do my best for anyone... cuz if i don't love myself, i can't love anyone else... or something like that...
and now, back with part two of this catch up madness shortly...
narf :)
Thursday, October 22, 2015
i want what i want when i want it
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- ok, who blinked?
- she's driving me crazy
- google-blogger rules
- stephshortstak
- snack binge
- ok, it's time
- facebook validation
- when i don't feel like sharing
- work can be such a distraction
- and for j
- this is dedicated to mikey b
- lime lifesaver
- kat mcdowell
- fantasy fiasco
- good softball season so far
- changes at work
- didn't miss this, did ya?
- maximum upload
- so what did you miss?
- another silent night
- a story seldom told
- bits and pieces
- more fatigue than i need
- food please
- sleep please
- random questions of sorts
- supergirl delivers
- alas, winning streaks are not forever
- facebook follies
- i want what i want when i want it
- try to sleep
- moments of inspiration
- maybe tomorrow
- might as well have been a blogathon
- return to narf
- still ain't over
- around midnight
- so onward
- thank you cubbies
- of course i should be sleeping (yet again)
- murphy's law
- a game of inches
- comfort food for the win!
- optimism is a great painkiller
- bottom of the fifth
- comfort food ahead
- back to life, back to reality (sorta)
- methods, madness, and magic
- i need a hug
- surely not murphy's law
- maybe some comfort food will help
- i want junk food
- hope?
- don't take it personally
- what are the odds?
- visual hunger
- it's too easy
- no bartman, just collapse
- softball fever
- baseball fever
- busy weekend
- a facebook note
- sick days (and facebook)
- sometimes i miss sex
- extra softball
- flash sleep
- time to head home and get the cat high
- cells, don't fail me now
- stimblearies
- hungeries
- bubbles bursting in brain
- code in da node
- run with me
- hecklebeedoo
- hunger
- the pain
- stromboli was never like this
- watching news
- maybe i should have said hon
- yeah hun, it's like that sometimes
- losing interest?
- are you there?
- remembering happiness
- remembering
- he's gone, she's gone (goodbye happiness, part two)
- it was his time (goodbye happiness, part one)
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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