thank you cubbies

yes, even in the struggle to survive the gift i personally received tonight is the inspiration to reach deep inside for the babbler who is proving beyond the shadow of a down that babbling is still alive and well in the windmills of the mind containing the being i used to know as me and there is the greatest gift of all, the hope that i still exist somewhere inside amidst the disappointments and betrayals and cruel tortures life has offers (and i certainly aceepted, diving in head first to try to find proof that unconditional trust reallt does exist outside of me and all i found so far is a whole lot of pain and evidence to the contrary but never give up never surrender never say die and always hope cuz there's always hope cuz i hope there is always hope and believe anything is possible (yes, not just in cartoons) so here we are going into the ninth inning feeling stronger than ever in the belief in all the positivity i ever knew and created and shared and this latest explosion of the right stuff is inspired by and brought to us by the madness and genius (and superheroness) in the brain that contains the mind that contains the being i know as me and yes, by the cubbies...

yay for jackson for bringing me to the cubbies and yay for the cubbies for bring me here...

narf :)