once upon a time i ran marathons with ease reaching a euphoric high somewhere after the 15 mile mark and the feeling was as close to infinite as i could imagine in the physical experience as senses never felt more acute and it was as if i could run forever... and the best dream of all was finding someone who would share that moment with me... someone who could run with me... now, alas, that level of running is all in my mind... and yet, in my mind, attractive is someone who can reach that level of mental and physical high, even if i no longer reach it physically the same way i used to... silly, perhaps, but that is why i sleep alone now, because i do not want to lead anyone to believe they are physically or aura attractive to me when they are not simply to relieve some loneliness when after the momentary physical sharing the loneliness can be deeper, kinda like blood pressure goes up after stopping blood pressure meds or cold symptoms are worse if stopping antihistimines and decompressants... confoundable delemma for the average fruit fly, but for me, who knows...
stars shining above me, still looking for the one to love me, the way only the one can love me, can you sign and run with me?...
me me me me, egocentric mania or preparing to sing, you figure it out...
narf :)
Monday, October 12, 2015
run with me
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