maximum upload

i reached the maximum upload number, whatever it is... i think at fifty entries the system starts asking for proof that it is not a robot uploading entries... the last entry required me to select the pitcures with a bed in it from amongh nine pictures... so i decided to pause as much out of frustration and fatigure thank anything but i was able to make it much better by being able to upload an entry inspired by mikey b who has a love hate relationship with the internet and attention like this so hopefully it's not a bad thing for you (if you are reading)... i fcan change the subject... i appear to be missing my promary credit card... a rather stressful first world problem, alas, compounded because i don't recall using it recently and there are so many ways it could have been lost, falling out of an over-stretched old wallet just being one... most likely it's wrapped in a receipt somewhere in the mess that is the paper life... so tidying up the in living room, bedroom, car, and at the office is an essential task on the to do list this week... going online and seeing the last yuse might help as well...

it's so easy to make life so hard... all we need to do is nothing... all we need to do is give up... getting up off the couch becomes too much effort... but just as easily getting too busy and disorganized can make life just as challenging... i may have thrown out my card as the last time i used it was a fast food place (something i might do every few years, actually, so there is not automatic process there... whatever whatever, right...