i've been playing ruzzle most of the night instead of sleeping or doing anything else... it is a deeper hunger i feel tonight... a hunger for sensory indulgeance, an oral hunger focus on the taste buds (cuz there's nobody around to kiss and i don't feel like just going out and randomly finding someone hanging out at the usual human hangouts who mich be available for many reasons)... it's a wonderfully insatiable craving that i have turned off all week (even wednesday when i went out to dinner with the team) but being awake most of the last 48 hours (or maybe it's 36, whatever, it is definitely enough to mimic the euphoric splendor or carefree enjoyment of life's sensual pleasures (and munchies) that comes from smoking the wacky weed, even though i have not in many years), i am letting myself be overwhelmed by it and the result has been three bowls of cereal and a bit of chcolate milk but it had not been enough... the italian taste buds are demanding something, well, tomato and cheese flavored, so i am placating the buds with a hot pocket... and then another... and then, another... hey. at least it is not a whole pepperoni pizza with extra cheese which would ordinarily, based on the patterns of behaviors of the past few years, be the minimum pig-out for this sort of mood...
a set back from the body's perspective, because i am quite certain that i dropped it's weight down under 210 this week, but i feel like being only human tonight... what a wonderful excuse to destroy the planet, screw up anything that might save the planet, undermine relationsips, poisoning the body, and generally live more to die than to live short of actually committing complete suicide, being only human...
sigh :}
Saturday, May 25, 2013
only human
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- on my feet
- cooking takes time
- good morning
- madness makes progress
- not completely lost
- ok, another catch up session begins
- life is not tv
- healthy food, tv softball, life
- sitting again
- counting, but not counting
- another morning
- wanna sleep
- stubborn dog
- did we catch up yet?
- don't stop believing
- cooking
- read more sci-fi
- waking smiling
- nothing fascinating here, move along
- writers and prophets
- sleep is calling (finally)
- unreclined
- resting today
- staring is back
- ok, take a break
- heal me sleep
- just when i want to catch up
- slipping
- one step at a time
- pushing the back
- more and less lonely
- falling asleep
- away from the computer again
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- and another today
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- only human
- addictive personality
- nba playoffs script
- floaty
- while i sleep, kaspersky works?
- shopping in my sleep
- doing it is not just psycho-babble, ya know?
- no sleep yet
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- bloat is the norm for whales
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- wow, up already
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- another late call
- after the game
- better than bad
- bloggering
- happiness isn't happy
- twenty-odd entries
- dangit dog
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- facebook corp
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- sleeping better
- after a shower
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- waking the body a bit
- a dog's life
- why the stress
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- something happened
- ridiculously lazy
- alas, dangit
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- come a little bit closer
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- kaspersky yet again
- just as i fell asleep
- oh silly, read both
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- softball fun fun fun
- nap time
- lunch at home
- not here, there
- kaspersky yet again
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dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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