just when i was thinking how wonderful it was to feel a yay! at the conclusion of an entry, i find frustration again... caring as much as i do does that... unfortunately, jackson's plans changed and i will vent my frustration about that elsewhere in a private blog out of respect for her privacy, but grrrrrr... i hate hiding as i believe that is the root of all self-destruction (and evil)...
i must say this here for my own peace of mind - i will do my best not let her irresponsibility stop me from taking care of myself as i should anymore... i wish this venting was not necessary but the frustration comes from caring about her and depending on her to be responsible and she doesn't want to deal with her irresponsible choices... and this (writing) is my way to peace and i will take care of me...
i will not do her any good if i am not loving me... we can't love anyone else if we are not loving ourselves... another very important self-reminder... so clear after some good sleep...
i wish everyone would understand how honesty sets us free...
Monday, May 20, 2013
alas, dangit
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- completely forgotten time
- on my feet
- cooking takes time
- good morning
- madness makes progress
- not completely lost
- ok, another catch up session begins
- life is not tv
- healthy food, tv softball, life
- sitting again
- counting, but not counting
- another morning
- wanna sleep
- stubborn dog
- did we catch up yet?
- don't stop believing
- cooking
- read more sci-fi
- waking smiling
- nothing fascinating here, move along
- writers and prophets
- sleep is calling (finally)
- unreclined
- resting today
- staring is back
- ok, take a break
- heal me sleep
- just when i want to catch up
- slipping
- one step at a time
- pushing the back
- more and less lonely
- falling asleep
- away from the computer again
- yay for another new app
- games on the phone
- sports tracker app
- and another today
- no sleep, apps
- without softball
- exercise with occasional vegetation
- another today
- ruzzled
- only human
- addictive personality
- nba playoffs script
- floaty
- while i sleep, kaspersky works?
- shopping in my sleep
- doing it is not just psycho-babble, ya know?
- no sleep yet
- a mediocre phew
- bloat is the norm for whales
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- wow, up already
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- another late call
- after the game
- better than bad
- bloggering
- happiness isn't happy
- twenty-odd entries
- dangit dog
- belly bloat
- facebook corp
- the phone didn't die
- sleeping better
- after a shower
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- waking the body a bit
- a dog's life
- why the stress
- good sleep
- something happened
- ridiculously lazy
- alas, dangit
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- come a little bit closer
- kaspersky may have fixed pure 3.0
- just had to be (repeated, that is)
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- kaspersky yet again
- just as i fell asleep
- oh silly, read both
- a bit of history
- softball fun fun fun
- nap time
- lunch at home
- not here, there
- kaspersky yet again
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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