did we catch up yet?

oh, yeah, in case you didn't notice, thirty-three entries were uploaded last night... not that we're counting... it feels really weird that the stats say there were 167 (so far) entries uploaded here in the month of may and i feel like i've been so away and uninterested in writing or anything online... but then, the hunger to share and the dreams that keep me coming back to the writing are still as alive as ever inside even though i am not as hopeful as i've been about actually sharing with a human in this life... hey, even when hopes wanes, it's continuing to do it (sharing and reaching out) that counts... so here we are...

not much going on... resting the back while still staying on my feet walking around (nine hours now) and i think i'll be ok to speed walk in the morning... though i still need to be careful bending or getting up from a non-standing position... i want to just let myself fall asleep, but happiness has not pooped yet on his walks so i can't go to bed... not good for the back or the weight loss or health, but it's his and jackson's schedule again, not mine...

at least i had delicious food today :)