Tuesday, May 14, 2013

sleeping days

and as i said (or will say) somewhere in another entry, loving every minute of it jerry... or almost every minute of it... not loving the loneliness every minute of it, but loving solitude a lot... balance would be good too... if i repeat myself often enough, maybe the balance will come to me... lately the nights are mine and the days are sleeping and the world still whirls around... jackson is gone most of the time, home just two or three or four nights a week the last few weeks (or is it months) and just home an hour or so before bed on the evenings she is home so my circadian rhythm is dominating this body (even happiness has to get used to it) and so, much sleeping days...

and in spite of the superficial whining, complaining, griping, and appearance of frustration throughout the entries here and there and wherever, the stress levels are actually low and the peace is sweetly securely settling into the mind and body (more the mind, since the body is still herky-jerky hiccupping along these days... instead of hokey-pokey, i suppose, aye?... it is so much less sad than it sounds, really)... more than a decade of living for work where there was a constant beat down is fading finally and life is returning to the sweet smile of success that does not depend on money or material or the outside world...

wishing some of this sweetness for you :)

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