Sunday, December 23, 2012

so not fair

it is just so not fair, really... so not fair... all through this life i have given everything i could to those who came close... giving all my time, my money, my stuff, my energy, my life force... is there no balance?... am i deluded?... did i, in actual reality (whatever that is), take more than i gave and now, year after year, pay for it?... but how?... and where is all this i took if i took?... in storage up north?... what a farce that is... where is the balance?... when does the bleeding stop?... oh, the dramatic analogy (or is it a metaphor?... no, analogy i think... could be semantics are the folly of the curious mind)... giving it all, where is the understanding in return... caring for all, where is the caring in return... giving it all, where is the sharing in return... open to all, where is the understanding in return...

where is the innocent, the fairness to the child...

and who understand what i mean?...

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all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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