but that was hours ago

i mean this, that this experience was hours ago, that is the drive home and the cooking and the rest... so the entries of this very energized somewhat bipolar night (after the evening that was chronicled in a half dozen other entries you may have missed cuz entries are flying by so quickly you'd have to be in as manic a state as i am (or enjoying some very good stimulants) to actually give all of the words sufficient mind time to even begin to experience their depth and profundity, but you know that even better than i do as you are the adoring fans and i am merely the vessel for my genius...

what i was meaning to say is, we are a bit ahead of hourselves and behind ourselves rather simultaneously, if you can grasp that straw... entries are being proactive at refreshing the past in the future utilizing the magic of blog date stamps... it's probably about 6:21 am at the moment, for instance, and the past seven or however many entries since the first entry on this actual date were written in the past few hours, spread over date times to several hours into the supposed future in order to provide posterity with a bit of suspense, or something like that... so do not be fooled by the man behind the curtain, these entries are all very real, very manic, very dramatic, and most likely very much more fun for me than for you and for that i am forever grateful, that is, for you actually bearing with the flow and not drowning or letting it push you down the blogstream to other writers too quickly to actually read and appreciate what is going on here cuz that is my hope, that you understand what is going on here...

would you mind telling me what that is?...

narf :)