sluggish much

yes, much sluggish... too much soda?... not enough food?... not enough exercise... not enough good sleep... too much stress, maybe... definitely not enough life... so wake up and take care of life... the car... decide what to do... spend a couple of thousand to fix it up or buy a new one... financing a new car or even a used car without a job is not likely... so spending a couple of thousand may be my only alternative... if i wasn't already spending $1500 or so each month on living expences, grumble... if the rubber and plastic was not falling apart all over the car, it would be well worth it, but the leakes and wiring and crappy looking cracked interior will continue to deteriorate even though the engine runs great... accept driving a car that looks like crap?... if it was not a water leakage turning to stink issue, maybe... though that'll limit expanding social life... and eventually i need a car that will get me to a job dry and not smelling like a swamp...

alas, challenges are funner with more income... and less sluggishness...

did i mention pain in the ass?...

narf :}