Thursday, April 4, 2013

it's all here

i mean whatever you might want to know about the life i experience and the opportunity to ask any question you might want to know, it's all here, backstage all-access pass, ya know?... it always amuses me (and yes, occasionally bugs me, but much less bugging as i invest a lot less in people with each passing year, but that's another story we can use as fuel for depression another time, chuckle narf) when someone asks me what's going on and they know this blog is here... like there's no time to read a few words?... there is if you really want to know... but most people just play the game, putting on the facade of caring and the how are you? question without really caring to take the time to know... anyway, i accept the human race for the superficiality provided most of the time and continue rambling on here for you who care to know (and thank you for caring)...

ah, so there's a bottom line update on me, i am alone because the delusion of caring that passes for caring among humans, like most other human delusions, seldom appeals to me anymore... and i never could get the delusion that such caring/sharing actually relieves loneliness down... so is this too real for you?...

hope not :)

No comments:

Catch up (and know more)

musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ...
...