don't adjust your screen

there is no interference blocking posts from reaching you, there is nothing wrong with your monitor (at least i hope not), the flow of entries has just slowed to a crawl here... it's been a bumpy month... i felt myself shutting down a bit for a lot of reasons including the body ills and i just haven't found the inspiration to get excited about writing like i usually do... aloneness played a factor too... if you look at entries for the month (links below) you'll see few entries this month compared to prior months and most were just a couple of catch-up spurts... i've hardly been on blogspot this month... as i've mentioned i was on facebook more and maybe the stuff i read about the news of the world (not the news itself as much as people's reactions to it) played a factor... kind of a hopeless culture getting more and more aggressively paranoia with each passing year... and a few entries in body blog touch on some of the ills, kidneys primarily with a side order of hemorrhoids (or should i say rear order) fun... if that's tmi, you are probably in the wrong place... having nobody around to care or nurse me or even know doesn't help... sitting at the laptop is not comfortable and energy has been weak... still dragging myself to pitch softball though... two wins tonight, 2 for 4 with two walks... lots of rain-outs might have been good for the body but added to the lower spirits la la la, it's such a whiney sad song, huh?... jackson's hardly home if you are wondering why the person i live with isn't around to lift spirits or nurse a bit... she's got such a busy job and life these days... anyway, maybe this weekend the body will stop distracting me and i will find some energy and inspiration and a comfortable sitting position...

and how are you? :}