a little better

the medicines helped her sleep and today she is a little better... no headache, but still queasy... and keeping fluids down, though in small quantities... she's trying to eat soup and crackers and feeling a little nausea... we've got our fingers crossed... she's not very strong willed, mentally, as in has not learned to control her body, coughing, and such... she panics easily and can cough herself into vomiting even when she does not have the flu... she's like so many people, most maybe, in that she does not take great care of herself and does not consciously know she can control a lot more of her body than she does (i was just writing that to a friend in email... yes, me, i am writing emails... shhhhh, we don't want to upset the delicate balance that gets me there, aye?)... anyway, she's human, after all (not like us aliens, huh?)... she's got many other wonderful qualities though... she's on the couch doing some work now and hopefully will keep food down and continue improving...

happiness senses her illness and is hanging by me for reassurance... it's good to be needed like this, but i wish there was some way i could give people the knowledge of independence and mind control that i know... it makes life so much less complicated and more importantly, so much less scary and needy...

yeah, and then i can get back to my silly whining, right? lol lam :)