not sleeping yet

i did nap for a few hours, maybe less, nodding off in the recliner where the arm is most comfortable... i hurt it trying to roll on the couch yesterday and the bed leaves way too much movement space so i wake with every little movement... and then jackson and sanford can in unexpectedly (luckily i was dressed, huh? lol) and woke me and i am awake now... hungry... partly cuz i am frustrated cuz of the dog food hassle (see previous entry) that took two hours to resolve...

so what to eat... the BLT was delicious... i could spend money and order subs... i could shower and go out for food (probably would end up more expensive)... i will shower anyway... there are no more tomatoes left, so it would just be a bacon sandwich if i cooked that... i need to do dishes though, carefully... the arm hurt a lot after doing dishes last time... the injury frustration has been neatly ignored the past few weeks, mostly... perhaps you noticed... it frustrates me, nuff said...

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ok, not nuff said... frustrates me a lot... also sad there is nobody who cares to ask how it is when i wake up or day to day... i try not to bring it up... i complain too much as it is... you may have noticed... there is a lot in this world worthy of serious complaint, after all...

obviously lingering frustration from the dog food hassle too...

grump grump grump...

narf...