up down turn around (sing and dance with me?)

well, the spambots are not giving me the 400+ page views days they sometimes give me so i seriously doubt i will reach the 5,000 page view month or the 50,000 page views before the end of the month, but hey. it's been a fun mostly meaningless game to play for no apparent reason other than a bit of boredom and a love of numbers and stats and an insatiable ego that dreams of millions of adoring fans flocking to be here as much as they can to hang on every word... nothing much, really...

lol lam yeah, fun is where you make it... so what else is new?... well... the weather is getting mean... booo storms when i want to play ball (though i love storms)... the radar says the fields we are scheduled to play on in three hours just got hit with severe rain... and i was there an hour ago and loving the beautiful morning, alas... it is likely that the fields will not be able to handle the severe rains because they drain poorly, but it we are lucky the specific few acres of the fields did not get hit as hard as the radar shows and they will drain and we will not get the last minute call (they rarely call before we are dressed and ready to leave... they are getting better, i admit that... they used to let us drive to the fields and sit in our cars because this league is the poorly organized league i've mentioned a few times... but they are getting better, and i hope that continues...

so anyway, we can hope... ah, wishing there was a we here now, alas, but i wait alone cuz i didn't want to go out with the morning team cuz i didn't want to spend money which is a whole other situation i ought to rectify soon if i don't want to continue getting lonelier, aye?... yup, a beautiful morning, a wonderfully wired mood, ain't no loneliness gonna get me down... well, not too far down, anyway... being as happy and bouncy and fun-filled as i am is wonderful, but it would still be better if someone was around to share it... preferably someone as happy and bouncy and fun-filled, not just an adoring fan, equal partner, ya know?...

we are having fun (even if we are only the imaginary friends like me in my head), hope you are too :)