Saturday, December 1, 2012

december remember

it was december when i fell in love for the first time, though it was more of the heart and mind than of the lust and was also very much traditional... it was december a year later that lust exploded and i fell in love with everything, heart, mind, body, soul, whatever else there is... or so i thought... in retrospect, i fell in love with a dream and not with the mind as she was still very much a baby compared to my previous love... broke everyone's heart in the end, including some relatively innocent bystanders and another best friend in love with me... it was a seriously emo time back then, several loves to choose from, and deep down, i only wanted one...

it was december when love left me standing in the rain, a cold icy rain... when love involves more than two, it does not seem to work in this world and it took the end of the world for me to face that... and life, and love, would never be the same...

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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