Sunday, March 31, 2013

more sleep later

so overtired... but ncaa tournaments are on and my intention this weekend was to relax and enjoy my party watching the ncaa... the best laid plans... but when a child is hurting, ya know?... i don't regret my choices or being who i am, i do wish i knew someone who was like me enough to be compatible in a shared life though... i suppose my personality scares or pushes people away... whatever it is, it's lonely again... i feel like i didn't get to party and pamper myself like i intended this weekend... and while it takes a lot to earn my trust and respect and i do not like a public fuss being made over me, nobody pampers me and it's been a long time since anybody has... i feel drained... all the evergy and caring going out, so little coming from others beyond hit and run kind of taken for granted caring... see, i do need more sleep, the wah wah birds are singing their pathetic songs lam...

ncaa tournament time :}

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...


the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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