lost that loving feeling

sort of... lost that excitement of reviewing and finding words and me and you and other (reading comments from 2008 is a trip)... alas, happiness is missing his mom (usually has a tough day the second night she is gone... worse the third... have to be careful walking him because he will pull off the leash (the collar is way too big) and run after or even in front of a car cuz he is hoping it's his mom driving up... and there's a lot more streets to run into at this place than there was at the other place... more traffic too... especially at his usual walking times... and he gets more anxious so his usual skin allergies flair up big time and he is constantly trying to scratch or bite himself and he does draw blood if not stopped... so he becomes more of a full time supervision job the longer jackson is away until about the fourth day when he acclimates... he's probably been driven crazy by the two-three days away then one night back of the last few weeks... and he isn't getting any younger... she just doesn't have time for him... maybe this is her way of separating knowing he might be gone soon... anyway, hopefully i'll get back to my journey later... life is not online or in words, after all...

the things we do for love...

narf :}