Tuesday, March 26, 2013

don't even need a towel

left alone to my own devices, i come into my own peaceful space as the night flows... i choose, however, to not be left alone to my own devices because i want to share and care (actively) and i don't want to just love on the outside of the human race... humans complicate things so much (which can be fun if they trusted, but they don't trust much)... worse is that human avoid peace and the truth of this physical world so much that they avoid me and where i am from, a peaceful real place... humans are so into guilt and blame and pointing fingers at each other and that is so unreal to me, it's ridiculous and it is not always easy to take the forced drama humans seem addicted to seriously (even the science fiction does not imagine much beyond the human drama, as if that was all there could be in this infinite universe)... i spent a lifetime trying to learn how to do it, how to believe it is real and that so altered (and depressed and diminished) my journey in so many ways, but i learned, empirically, it does not make sense and there is no doubt left in trusting my own senses (even though there was none at first and i created some along the way and i gave this life, so far, to the human race, the illusion humans create...

i am ready for a change :)

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musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...


the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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