and then a wrote a few emails

yes, emails... the dreaded communication tool that is dominated by ridiculous advertising in the form of meaningless jibberish that entices the reader to click on a link that may simple be asking for money in exchange for a product or service but might also be a virus looking to steal identity or computer control... and by dominated i mean 99.999% (at least) of the emails i get are emails that are not personal communications... a lot of the mail is, or are groups i once joined or notices from websites about comments i left somewhere or electronic statements or or facebook or advertising from companies i've purchased stuff from or whatnot... and other stuff... anyway, the email software (microsoft mail) is so slow it slows the already slow vista to a crawl so i do not like (detest, actually) opening it... friends and even the one might be lost in the piles of files and folders, but i try not to think about that...

anyway, i wrote emails... out of the blue (not references the blog of the same name i don't write in much), i wrote emails... i am pretty sure the people i wrote to actually read this blog from time to time (not that i expect anybody to make time to read everything here) and i remembered the obvious, that i care about them and miss them (yes you) so i got realer than (e)thereal and wrote emails... brief, not very deep (cuz i am not very deep these days), but i wrote emails... feels so weird... i might actually have to check email and respond one of these days, huh?...

life is strange... ok, i am strange... i am probably stranger than i used to be...

i have softball tomorrow, i should sleep now...

narf :)