tone deaf

sometimes i think i've gone tone deaf, though not in an auditory way, though i do not believe i have the perfect pitch i used to have since i have not been playing music or singing for years, but that's beside the point as i was referring to the tone of writing mostly in the title of this blog post... maybe it's cuz so much comes out so much, that is, so much information and emotion and thinking and detail comes out in so many entries so often... i lose track of the tone of the blog... and in the next couple of weeks this blog will reach 3,000 entries and what is it really?... i mean, how does it feel? or what does it feel like?... can we take it's temperature?... can we give it a representative mood?... a flavor?... a descriptor not of what it is intended to be, but what it is feeling and what it feels like to you... a roller coaster?...

does the blog title still say it all or right?... electronic reality as i live, know, and experience it with a large dose of ethereal asides, (e)thereal, cha cha cha?... but what of the tone, the mood, the flavor, the... what?... balanced would be healthy, right?... manic might be more accurate and yet, it's not like incoherent or negative manic i hope... there are depressing moments and there are euphoric moments and moments of clarity and moments of confusion and oh no, it's not the twilight zone, is it?... the outer limits?... tales from the dark side?... one flew over the cuckoo's nest?...

actually, there are other blogs more like those i think in my gardens of blogs, i mean, cuz i wanna take this thought seriously... so am i tone deaf?... what tone do you get see feel or give this blog?... and how many entries go into your thought, decision, assessment, evaluation?... (1, 10, 100, 1000, half of them, all of them?... perhaps i should create a poll... perhaps i should get back to the job quest lol :)