headache, timeache

the headache is most likely a caffeine withdrawal headache cuz i had no caffeine today and lost of caffeine the past two days or longer so aspirins and a little caffeine please... decided to go with hot dogs for dinner, satisfying the cravings of the past few weeks and there is still bbq ribs and the buffets and the all-you-can-eat shrimp at red lobster and yeah, food is life (especially when love is friendship)...

and time is rushing by way too fast again... it slowed down nicely during the summer when there were few obligations but coming up on work obligations again, i am feeling the free time running out... could have done a lot more with the free time, really, but hey, vegetation is something too and love the peace and stress-free time it was... life is so much better in so many ways than it was before, and looking to the new work life with optimism even though the free time will be less...

looking through old files on external drives now, excitement, trepidation, alas... less time for the internet wandering, the reading, the searching through stuff... less time to be lonely, perhaps, less time to find the one... ah, there's the rub, aye? :}