not too pathetic

though that might be a matter of perspective like everything else in life ya know... ah, so self-mockery returns to save me just in time (i hope, cuz there's always hope)... yeah, so packing in the entries and we know why, the lonelies, of course... hardly mentioned it during all the blah blah blah (blah), but it is still very much floating around in the background like the scent of an old friend's fart and thanks for listening...

people love me, that is good... i love you, in case you were wondering if people love you... though i am only sort of a people sometimes, i count, right?...

meanwhile, after craving push cart franks (hot dogs) for days, i finally gave in to the craving and compromised by buying those smoked sausages from the local convenience store... had to wait for the guy at the counter cuz there were no buns and people kept coming in and getting in line and finally he went into the back and found no buns so he told me to open one of the hot dog bun packages... he'll break all the health department rules if he uses them again, probably, but they were yummy and worth waiting for... that was earlier and i remember it well...

still lonely though :)