and i mean physically, so this is not in a good way... looking at recent photos of myself show me that i have enlarged my presence, widened my body, and generally look huge compared to how i think i look... after all, i can wear a men's large t-shirt (though i prefer extra large cuz i like baggy t-shirts... i can wear a men's small sports shorts (i bought a small by accident last week and wore it eighter to play softball or run a 5k and didn't even realize it until i washed it)... and yet, i look huge in photos... strange... it is not a distorted body image cuz when i look at photos i see a much bigger body and face and neck than others have... and body weight charts do have me about 30 pounds over what is supposed to be my ideal weight... and why?... well, cuz i eat too much, duh... and the last five months i have definitely done less exercise than usual, like none for a few months... amazing i didn't gain dozens of pounds...
ultimately, i feel better when i am lighter... i move more easily, feel more energized, and simply feel better overall... and yet, i feel great after pigging out at an all-you-can-eat buffet and drinking a huge amounts of code red or other sodas... so it is mostly a matter of sensory satisfaction, taste buds and food-rushes win out over the overall lightness and energy of thinness... medical science tells me that this is a recipe for diabetes or heart disease or stroke or any number of other health issues, yet here i am in this body getting older every year still eating as i please and playing softball and running 5ks and the bottom line is i eat a very balanced diet because i eat even more vegetables and fruits and what are considered healthy foods than i do sweets and fats and what are considered unhealthy foods... i just eat more calories than i burn most days, or at least the same number as i burn, so i do not drop the 20-30 pounds... i may have gained 10 in this five months of foot/ankle-injury idleness...
and all this thinking about this has me hungry lol :)
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
expanding me
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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