not doing it (and page views)

ok, so i have been nodding off all afternoon and evening after getting home (in spite of the brilliance of the previous entry, ahem), but i did not sleep... and mostly i am feeling hungry, but i did not eat... and i have been (not had been, but who's telling time?) writing but i did not upload (until now, whenever now might have been)... and i am lonely, but i am also too tired to go anywhere (jackson is out with friends)... of course you might not have wanted to know any of this, but you know it now anyway, whenever now might be... are we confused yet? (and is it fun? :)

meanwhile, the stats are jumping... hopping, even... and even hoping, if you know what i mean... it is at once perplexing and exhilarating as my imagination and ego relish the possibility (or delusion) that i am popular and worth reading and the voices of reason look at the referring pages and wonder why sites and pages i have never visited might be recorded as pages sending visitors to this blog... some sort of spam spider robot trickery?... improbable coincidences?... whatever the reason, page views are going up around here... it's fun with numbers time again...

and i am not counting my own page views anymore, so i expected my page views to go down this month, but so far they are not and easily maintaining the plus 60 views a day average that started just this past july for whatever reason... maybe it's my russian girlfriend... or my irreverence... naturally i keep waiting for her to come over and seduce me, but she lives somewhere in yoshkar-ola, ya know?...