the internet experience sucks lately

i mean, really sucks... visually kaspersky and the browsers are not getting along and the change google made to go secure has blocked much of google from my view, so i am on the net a lot less and considering alternatives to this blogger world (which will probably make blogger very happy since i probably use up more space than many on their servers and yet, considering there are blogs with tons of photos and music, perhaps i am overstating my space usage and just grumbling over the blocks google and kaspersky and the browsers have put in my way... and the blocks have so dominated the internet experience that little else comes to mind as i squeeze in a few minutes of internet into my currently very busy daily schedule...

still, i want to say hi, to let you know life is mostly good (spending $200+ on a rental car each week is not great, but otherwise life is good)... i took the car into "pep boys" and they wanted more than $700 to fix it... they reduced it to $550 when i said no... i still said no... they charged me $40 to check the car... no more pep boys... it is so challenging to find a good (and honest) mechanic these days... tomorrow i must decide on whether to rent the car for another week and i see little or no way around it... jackson is too busy to help drive me around to shop for a car... i don't even have a ride from the car rental place in the morning if i do turn in the car... sucks, really, to spend $1000 just to drive around for a month because i am alone in the world... woah is me, aye?... or is that woah as me?... no, it is is, but is just sounds like it might be as, but that could just be accept, so anyway, that's life, then we die...

this could be depressing if i had time to read it and be depressed, but no time for such self-indulgences these days cuz there's too much work to do at work and being that i love my work, there's more reason to celebrate than there is to be depressed about not having anyone nearby who cares enough to help me out of this little dying car pickle... still, this could seem depressing to read i suppose, so apologies if i am giving you fuel for sadness or blues or worse... what can i say, i've got to puke up life's undigestable crap somewhere...

arentcha glad i am not here much?...

narf :)