make a decision

about the car (though making a decision is sometimes something i avoid, and quite well at that), that is... yes, the rental continues to drain the savings, but it really is so sweet to drive a car that is clean and new and without major minor flaws (tough when an old car is falling apart visually, but still runs like a top... if it didn't leak (and therein have a musty smell and not a place i want to sit in with expensive clothing on) and have some annoying electrical issues, i could deal with the falling apart part, but... not to the job...

the decision is not so much which car, but how much to put down and which dealer... none are close, so it's a decision of which to drive to on a regular basis for service and such... they are like walmarts, so impersonal and fast-food feeling... sucks to trust people with tens of thousands of dollars like it was a big mac... i mean, bog macs have sucked for some time since the corporation got too big...

also, a few more checks would make give me more flexibility in the down payment without touching savings, which would be wise... so we shall see... this weekend, perhaps... or next month, maybe... i can settle up with the rental place on saturday and drive jackson's car for a few weeks... procrastination, partly, but mostly just not liking the corporate usa sales pitches...

still, a decision must be made... wanna buy me a car? lol lam :)