satisfaction

yeah, in spite of the frustration that life has tossed into the mix, what with me attracting people who need a whole lot more than they can give because i thrive on parenting and nurturing and giving even when it comes with the frustration of being left wanting and even needing some help that simply does not come unless i figure out how someone can give it to me (like a friend who will drive around car shopping, which is a lot to ask anyone cuz it's so long and tedious and annoying to wait and listen to stupid sales people pretend they are trying to help you with sales pitches and repetitive delay tactics intended to wear you down so you finally just say ok, send me to the finance guys), i can get satisfaction when i really want to enough to give it to myself...

so i wanted a chocolate milk shake and i thought about going to steak n shake and paying way too much for way too little and then i decided to go to publix to shop for some stuff i needed for lunches and eating home and after wandering the isles of the new store that is slightly gourmet with a very small hot bar and salad bar and interesting items on the shelves, i arrived home with ice cream and milk and chocolate syrup and after putting all the food away, i blended up a yummy chocolate shake and that, my friends, is satisfaction... slurping sounds and all...

the 2014 altima is sweet too :)