the wish to be needed, to be patriarch (or matriarch, but accident of genetics puts me in a male body, so whatever the label) of a family and this new job, like or or not, even with it extremely intrusive demands, is what that dear old imaginary spirit santa put into my stocking this year... i have a stocking cuz jackson made me one years back... i think i had a stocking when precious made me one and maybe when minnie made me one and probably before too, but i don't recall ever making a xmas thing... wait, there was toronto, i did help put together xmas at home up there for a year or two... anyway, thank you santa... i think...
the head still hurts, whatever the reason... maybe we'll find out come february after the health insurance kicks in... exercise is missing, that is for sure... thyroid, thalamus, kidneys, liver, who knows... it's better than it was before and this would definitely have been an ideal night to stay asleep after fall asleep right after dinner, but... life... work... caring... responsibility... being needed... it's an old wish, maybe the oldest... so dr who has my attention (and not just cuz i'd really like to snuggle with the companion, what's the word, snoggle?... though definitely want more sensual than the british are known for... her {jenna} and mila would be my dream bookends, at least for the moment)... and i walked happiness, cuddled with curious, and now i am making pasta...
wish you were here :)
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
guess it was my wish
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- out at the party
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- work, jackson, party
- in the final hours (of a year)
- working on the holidays
- i will catch up
- i want to share more
- home not alone
- lots of football
- long days at the office
- as the year winds down
- just cuz i wanna
- blurs and boos
- some days i feel bad
- so busy busy busy
- did you miss me?
- end of month drivel
- foot and home disease
- the evening of the babbler
- there may be more
- still loving every minute of it
- it's more than we asked for
- challenging the bots
- with curious curled up sleeping at my side
- you might have thought we gave up
- it's a little bit funning
- entries flow, people go
- the cat comes a calling
- it really was no miracle
- knock three times
- what kind of fool am i?
- don't go breaking my heart
- an evening of entries
- scratching dog
- titles in the first lines
- what i meant was
- cuz i said i would
- curious says wake up
- just as i say it
- perhaps ridiculous
- nodded off, almost
- comfort food heaven
- still the juggler
- another wake up call
- some sort of sleep
- guess it was my wish
- geee, was i on santa's naughty list?
- make a decision
- it would really make me happy
- work to do
- what you could do
- continues challenges, success too
- blogger wants me to stop
- the day before what?
- waking for work
- don't be fooled again
- challenges at work
- blogger glitches
- don't stop the filling
- you have not found me yet
- just another work week
- hey malaysia (stats report)
- all that is missing
- day of rest?
- rockin' pnuemonia (a work entry)
- she just wont take no for an answer
- saturday night at home alone
- the day strolled by
- and work came a calling
- woke up, rolled out of bed, and hit the couch
- almost ready for sleep
- slow cooking ribs (dreaming of eating)
- well look what's back
- wusso whasso?
- coulda been a complaint, even
- more than a feeling
- no mood for sleep
- foolish boy who does not sleep enough
- kind of like don't let the sun go down on me
- missing people
- definitely, don't let the days go by unnoticed
- the night before
- an end of year spectacular?
- don't let the days go by
- out for the day
- gotta wake?
- imaginary old friends
- no plan for tomorrow
- tv and milkshakes
- seriously, mila
- satisfaction
- attack of the mini-spiders
- just no time for me
- woke up, got out of bed
- earlier still
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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