just no time for me

not nobody, not no how... yeah, there are probably a couple of other people i can call besides the few nearby, but it is frustrating that jackson does not have any time for me when i need something like a ride to car dealers (i know, a whole day of annoying car shopping can be, well, a lot to ask, but i kind have given way more in so many ways over the years, and i don't just mean many thousands of dollars... alas, i don't count, i just feel the imbalance and am sad when an opportunity to give back isn't taken... just like a spoiled kid sister though and it's me doing the spoiling so gotta take responsibility for that)... i've all but made my decision, the toyota corolla, and all that's left to do is the stuff i hate most, shop dealers and negotiate and haggle and so on...

that takes some time, like hours at each dealer, driving around (cuz there are no really close toyota dealers), listening to the sales pitches, the distractions, the bullshit, the tactics... no wonder she avoids it, huh?... well, she does work 12-14 hours a day plus saturday and gives as many of her free minutes as possible to her relationship, which is only fair... i understand... still frustrated at times, but i understand...

kid sisters are like that, ya know :)