with jackson stuck home off her feet due to the foot surgery for the past few days and another few weeks, almost all of my free time has been nursing her, especially the last few days as the pain has been rough on her... the first night she slept through narcotics and the residual nerve block and anesthetics, but the second we night called the doctor for an adjustment to the meds as the nerve block and anesthetics wore off and before we upped the dosage of the narcotic i wanted to talk to the doctor... he called back (saturday night i suppose he expects calls when he does surgery on fridays... nice guy) and we adjusted meds (he wrote a script for something stronger and i went out to a 24 hour pharmacy) and jackson finally got a little sleep but i barely slept over the weekend and the zombie state is where i am living through the catch-up fill-in entries that have been flowing the past few days or longer...
the next entry was the real-time consciousness (and feeling) this week (and way beyond, but the feeling of wanting to share more surfaced a lot this weekend as i nursed jackson and took care of the kids (happiness and curious) and and gave and gave and gave and the year comes to a close with me back to what i love to do most and maybe what i do best, giving unconditional love and all the energy i can to others...
someday my princess will come?... or something like that... it is still a wonderful life...
narf :)
Monday, December 30, 2013
home not alone
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