Saturday, January 26, 2013

knock knock wake up

sleep was good and then, knock knock, wake up, time to get to packing again... pack pack pack, so much monotony when nobody shares the tedium of looking at every little thing and exploring the purpose, meaning, and value of the item... that is what moving and packing and unpacking ought to be... that's what it used to be for me even when nobody shared because i cared enough about myself to assess every little thing i accumulated and decide what meaning they had and whether the thing was worth keeping... over the years, i found myself wanting someone to share that experience... some sort of quest for external validation?... some sort of learning curve on the way to becoming more human (insecure, co-dependent, and believing in the illusion of need or something like that?... you expect me to decide? (oh, so rude to laugh at this when i was oh so serious for a moment or few there)...

no wonder nobody takes me seriously anymore, aye? :)

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Catch up (and know more)

musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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