sleep was good and then, knock knock, wake up, time to get to packing again... pack pack pack, so much monotony when nobody shares the tedium of looking at every little thing and exploring the purpose, meaning, and value of the item... that is what moving and packing and unpacking ought to be... that's what it used to be for me even when nobody shared because i cared enough about myself to assess every little thing i accumulated and decide what meaning they had and whether the thing was worth keeping... over the years, i found myself wanting someone to share that experience... some sort of quest for external validation?... some sort of learning curve on the way to becoming more human (insecure, co-dependent, and believing in the illusion of need or something like that?... you expect me to decide? (oh, so rude to laugh at this when i was oh so serious for a moment or few there)...
no wonder nobody takes me seriously anymore, aye? :)
Saturday, January 26, 2013
knock knock wake up
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- and a comfortable night for humans
- relaxing day so far
- hap and hazard
- grey areas
- awake and the usual
- almost time to wake
- sleeping through morning
- there was a plan
- january's last stand, really
- january's last stand
- gone all day?
- chinese delivery
- more stuff, more distractions
- lots of alases today
- more challenges
- awakish
- sleep soon?
- mo boxes
- sleep soon
- exploring delivery food
- moving changes
- what now, forbes?
- such a beautiful day
- where did the morning go?
- oh no you dih-ent
- what nap?
- bzzzzt, pfffft!
- waiting on the movers
- the ever expanding world
- and it ain't over yet
- loooong day packing
- and softball too
- pack pack pack
- crowded house
- woke and woke again
- if you really care to know
- caring is a verb, after all
- not sleeping
- and the night falls
- another chinese buffet
- chemical warfare
- the walk-through
- knock knock wake up
- ok, i lied
- tv ruins movies
- once i was a pen-pal
- better but blah
- trying lunch
- headache, worldache
- changing the rules
- dead battery
- restarting phone
- play with me
- a dog's life
- so instead of sleeping
- waking for happiness
- on my own
- oh come on now lol
- and he's a howler
- seriously?
- defrost stuff
- and puppy is home
- another part of the morning
- wobbly am
- the incredible howling dog
- back home, sorta
- distracted times
- will power
- brooding
- no seriously, no really
- pretzels and beer
- maintaining interest
- syfy getting worse
- no point today
- another box of paper crap
- stepping off the world
- alas, timing off a little
- morning as usual
- oh well
- friends don't let friends drive, sometimes
- the end of a wonderful day
- like?
- early to bed
- helping friends
- sleeping in
- and packing too
- sorting stuff
- good morning, kinda
- it's 9:11 again
- it's happening again
- curious following
- going for the adjudiator
- one of those days
- people will believe anything
- ups and downs keep the boredom away
- life alone
- old movies
- something more meaningful
- coasting at 4000+
- hungry, lonely, laughing
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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