morning as usual

the past usual... which is going to change... the weekend was a pig out party that i might not have done had i not had a pig out partner or two and i will better prepare for what this body needs to do (one step at a time) this week and weekend... sanford stayed over here and took happiness to her house where jackson is staying tonight, so no packing of laundry will get done tonight (i'll just leave the piles on the couch so i can get some of mine done)... hope he gets the water he needs for his stones while there, her big dog drinks a lot and leaves a bowl full of drool when he's done... the blood in his urine an tears is showing that the end is not far off hope, sad, but natural as he's 14 years old now... i hope she focuses on packing and moving next weekend before the movers get here since i am paying for the convenience... she probably will, though she will have until the 31st to move her stuff on her own by car... a lot of trips and gas money better spent on bills, but that's sometimes life with my roommie... luckily i love her :)

and sleeping off the weekend will give this day a past usual feel, the lazy life, and hopefully tomorrow i will push back into the morning jog/walk pattern... it's so much more challenging without a partner in a world where daily exercise and eating right is not the usual influence, but i've always lived best when i remembered how unusual i am and just went my own way so... start again...

sleep a little more first :)