but i was right here

so i simply sat here watching the tv like a good passive zombie while the brain farted and i completely forgot the computer was just a foot or so to my left for a few hours and then, i went to bed at 4:58pm yesteday... after texting back and forth with jackson for about ten minutes, i was gone... deep... sweet... and about 9:15pm i woke from a four hour rem cycle to empty the bladder and fell right back into sleep... and again somewhere arounf 1:30am... and then two more two hours cycles until i wandered out to the living room for an additional one hour rest in the chair and then, shower and awake... wonderful... grapefruit juice somewhere around 3-5am stacved off a headache so it is most likely a dehydration headache coupled with a sugar headache so i must remember to drink some sort of juice on love sleeps... ouatmeal sits next to me now, cooling, and in abiut and hour and a half hour i've got to get out to a haircut appointment... for most of this life i did not get haircuts and in the pasdt six month i've had three or four... weird... for me, at least... anyway, wonderfully restful night... time for a shower...

good morning, good morning, yeah :)