are you knowing?

there was a time when i knew love and respect and admiration even adoration bordering on worship as if i could do no wrong, as if i was understood to be so pure and true and consistently honest, caring, and real that it was natural and right to give me unconditional trust and fall in love with me because i embodied and actualized the kind of love everyone instinctively wants in their hearts and falling in love was the natural state of being for anyone being with me whether they consciously understood why or had awareness or not... those who came into my energy field and experienced my aura considered me an extraordinary hero, someone to idolize and want to be near because everything felt so safe and secure and wonderfully right with me because the purity of my being generated such pure and honest love that there was no fear and that produces cranial drugs that bring euphoria and peace that can be addictive... what those who experienced me did not realize, however, is i was and am no different than any other being who actualized honest love...

i mean, it's not as if i am edward snowden, after all... or bradley manning, for that matter... i'm just an ordinary hero...

narf :)