it is a choice, to share or to not share, to watch or to participate, to care inside or to care outside, to love or to let others know you love... caring is a verb, for me, an action... doing something to show someone i care is what life is about...
the opportunities are everywhere and yet, there is still a longing for a daily partner in this caring game (let not the word game diminish the seriousness of the fun of caring in your mind)... this is why i am writing daily now, taking the few moments to let you know about me every day, or more often...
i rested today, mostly slept, but also unpacked more boxes, cleared and cleaned more space, and moved in just a little bit more... it may well be that i resist moving in because i know i can be very comfortable living alone and i do not want to be too comfortable living alone when someone who can and wants to care all the time comes along...
i finally gave in and drank a bit of caffeine cuz cold turkey is not good for the head and i ate a little soup... but i do sense the change... all i need is time to myself and/or someone who cares to inspire me... maybe it is time to stop waiting and take the time for myself...
if you are out there, and you get this, cheers :)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
the time to share
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